life's a ROLLER COASTER...

friday, DECEMBER (oh my gosh it's DECEMBER!!!) 1, 2006

10:55 am

fair just ended, people still tired, wasn't able to enjoy the fair much

haay. life couldn't get more bittersweet than this. thinking the fair was probably one of the few ways i could get "prom date prospects", i got myself all psyched up and well, i ended up working most of the time during the fair. while my friends were busy making friends and boys were busy running so they won't get caught, and while overly dressed high school girls were busy strolling around with their boylets acting as if they were flaunting their latest addition to their barbie collection (no offense to those girls, i'm pretty bitter...), i was in the grade 1-3 classroom or in a booth working or probably munching as fast as i could. hence, the school fair for me was practically just a big workload. man oh man. so much for having the best social life ever.

but then again...

on the other hand, all things you work hard for have a reward right? so here's mine. i was able to help the st. martin kids (these are the people we help...) and meet them! yey! i was able to have backstage passes for both the battle of the bands and the variety thus meeting OHMYGOSH!!!! almost all the bands!!! hahaha. sounds like a groupie-ish type of sound. hahahahaha! i was able to talk to bands like hilera, join the club, chicosci and some other peeps... double yey! plus, even if i didn't have much of a social life, people saw me perform, so i was easier to remember compared to others because i was the "girl who danced in the (fill in the blanks) part". see? i might've found my own type of social life.

but again...

that type of social life won't give me a prom date. even a prospect. i know it's pretty darn harsh to say that i desperately need a prom date, i actually do. you see, i have to dance during a presentation in the prom night itself. WITH MY PARTNER. i told my section head last wednesday that i don't have a "partner" and all she said was "well, you better find one" (not exactly but that was what's in my head). haay naku, the pressure's mounting. if only i could have matteo guidicelli as my prom date. or even just a guy who's going to be a really nice date...

oh man... i need a date...

but all's well that'll end well...

hopefully... i really do need a prom date and no one's giving any options. i have no guy friends and i wouldn't like the idea of bringing a relative to the prom. EWWWW. i guess i just have to wait and see, but if all else fail, i'll gather all the stag girls and treat them to an after prom slumber party...

though the idea sounds pretty good, i'd really like it better to have a prom date.

cheka.out.

last hurrah.

monday, nov. 6, 2006, 4:17 pm, in front of the computer

well, this is the last day of my sem break. aww. i've noticed that i wasn't able to post anything for a couple of weeks so here goes a new post. just don't expect this to be über good and gramatically correct.

it sucks that nothing adventurous happened to me during my week of rest. really, it was pretty boring, no wow days, none at all, nada, wala, nothing. i thought it was going to be fun. turns out, the last few days of going to school before sem break will be the best days i'll have for that week and the next. hahaha. i thought i'll have a blast, finally going to a soiree, going to some hotel to just relax, going shopping, talking to friends and other things that proved i expected too much for a week of "should be remembering the dead". speaking of dead, i'm actually even disappointed that i didn't go to the cemetery! but, it ain't me who's to blame... it's my parents. hahaha. i guess, it's not really their fault, we were all busy and we usually go 29 days later than others. enough sourgraping, let's look at the fab things i was able to do with my boredom at home.

using my imagination:
- i guested (is this a correct term?) in Cito Beltran's straight talk pretending i was a world class surfer who endorses quicksilver and nivea's sunblock
- i pretended that i was in a soiree (although i fell asleep in the middle of imagining)
- i was the girlfriend of *ehem* (currently ranked fifth in ptcc accdg to slipstream, endorses pepsi and penshoppe)
- i kicked michael schumacher's butt in the Macau grand prix. hehehe. this was the best one.

using my tv:
- playstation... duh
- movies
- strawberry shortcake! (i love girly stuff)
- nick jr.
- betty la fea and letty la mas fea (yep, i was desperate!)
- arirang
- and all other channels that's on cable tv
-watching slipstream, stoplight and then tyson sy, michelle bumgarner, gaby de la merced and moreno soeprapto (not sure), batistini, ali jackson and other racers compete in AF3 yesterday in BRC (batangas racing circuit)

using my phone
- i don't use my phone. hahaha

hahahaha. i did way way more things than these but i'll just make you sleep. i guess my sem break wasn't as bad as i thought it was. hey, my sem break still isn't over, maybe myscene.com will just do the trick of making it a blast. hehehe


cheka.out.